History is All You Left Me Will Leave You Utterly Wrecked…But In a Good Way

I am a huge fan of YA contemporaries that make me feel something, and Adam Silvera  certainly never lets me down in that department. His latest novel, History is All You Left Me, (out January 17th!) is no exception.

Wine Pairing: I recommend pairing a more intense wine like this Three Knights Cabernet Franc. Not only because this story is INTENSE, but I also think Three Knights is rather representative of Griffin, Jackson and Theo…or Griffin, Theo, and Wade. Your choice.

GoodReads Description:

When Griffin’s first love and ex-boyfriend, Theo, dies in a drowning accident, his universe implodes. Even though Theo had moved to California for college and started seeing Jackson, Griffin never doubted Theo would come back to him when the time was right. But now, the future he’s been imagining for himself has gone far off course.

To make things worse, the only person who truly understands his heartache is Jackson. But no matter how much they open up to each other, Griffin’s downward spiral continues. He’s losing himself in his obsessive compulsions and destructive choices, and the secrets he’s been keeping are tearing him apart.

If Griffin is ever to rebuild his future, he must first confront his history, every last heartbreaking piece in the puzzle of his life.


My Rating: img_0106-3It’s obvious just from reading the description that this book is going to be a tearjerker. What I didn’t expect though, was the intense rollercoaster of other emotions that I experienced while reading it. Suffice it to say, this book will give you ALL THE FEELS and then some.

Silvera vacillates brilliantly between Griffin’s grief-stricken journey after his ex-boyfriend Theo dies and the history of their past together. You get to fall in love right along side them, you’ll laugh through all their silly moments, and you will MOST DEFINITELY cry. Theo’s death will of course bring you to tears, but there are other moments in this story that pack just as big of an emotional punch. Keep those tissues close!

This book is brilliantly plotted and an absolute joy to read. This is definitely my new favorite YA contemporary, and I wish everyone in the world could be required to read it. We’d all be better people for it.


Cover Rating: img_0136-2While I love the way this cover reflects the contrast in both the past and present perspectives in this story as well as the inverse emotions that Griffin feels at different points in the plot, it’s just not the prettiest cover ever.

Swoon Worthiness: img_0106-3The guys in this story are just absolutely ADORABLE. I love all of them: Griffin, Theo, Jackson, and Wade. They are all such fantastic and REAL characters. They all have their flaws, but they’re flawed in ways they make them so much more relatable. Silvera has sprinkled just the BEST swoon worthy moments throughout this entire story, which definitely balances out the heavier emotional moments.

Adventure Levelimg_0107-2While this certainly isn’t an action/adventure type of book, it is about a journey, one of self discovery, forgiveness, friendship, and acceptance. Emotionally it is every bit as thrilling as an epic fantasy IMO. But, as previous stated, I do like me a book that makes me feel something.


Why You Should Read This Book: This book is BREATHTAKING. It includes great representation of both diversity and mental health issues, which is so, so, SO important for young readers and adults alike to experience.

Silvera has managed to not only deliver a story with an entertaining plot but also what could best be described as an emotional roundhouse to a reader’s gut. And I do mean that in the best way possible.

If you are looking for a book that will give you Every. Single. Feel. Ever…then this is most definitely a book you’ll want to put at the top of your 2017 TBR pile.


*Wine Recommendations are, of course, for those of legal drinking age only.*

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